Slump. That's the best word I can come up with to describe my mood currently.
I read a couple of awesome books to end June that were absolutely amazing. Since then, I've had a hard time getting into anything. I've picked up several books, and set them down. I finished a book that I thought I would love, and struggle through it. I even got a few awesome ARCs last week. I'm having a hard time getting into anything.
I thought that maybe I just needed to read something that I knew I would love, so I picked up a favourite of mine and reread it. I loved it, but ended up feeling worse than when I started.
I didn't post much this week. This is actually the only post I've written this week. Both my reviews were already written.
Part of this was an that I was away for a couple days, but I've also felt like I've had no creativity or motivation. I just don't know what to write or talk about. I even have a list of things already planned, and I can't get the words to come out.
Life has been hard on me for a couple weeks, too. I've received not-so-fantastic news and felt like I have had very little support through it by those around me. I'm having a difficult time being back home again, in the middle of nowhere, while all my friends have been moving on with their lives. I'm really questioning the decision I made to move back home, even though I know that it makes the most sense right now.
Work has also been awful. To be frank, I have not been treated well by my coworkers. I have worked non-stop since I returned, taking shifts for everyone, and no one is willing to help me back. It's hard to feel completely unsupported at your job, especially when it's a crappy job. I know it's just for the summer, but it's beginning to really wear on me.
So, yeah. My life is in a little slump right now. The blog may be slower for a bit, but the goods will still be going up. Any words of wisdom on how to get up out of it?
Much love, Samantha
Hang in there my friend! I've been there and can tell you first hand that I've made it out on the other side. I will keep my fingers crossed for you and hope you get out of your slumps soon.
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