This idea was developed by Jamie at The Perpetual Page-Turner and inspired by Ashley at Your Super Awesome Life. It is a great idea for sharing more about YOU and letting out those things weighing you down.
If we were having
coffee... I'd tell you about how stressful this semester was for me. I was balancing working a full-time placement
(unpaid) with an online class I hated and a prof who was either high the whole
time or out to get me. She may not know
it, but in the past few months she has cost me $6000 in scholarships and my car
insurance discount.
If we were having
coffee... I'd tell you about how upset I am over, as it stands now, at risk for
failing that one class. I am a
straight-A student, and now I am worried that I have failed this class.
If we were having
coffee... I'd tell you about how all my placement requests have been
denied. My last f**king placement and no
one wants me. I have one option left
before I have to decide where I feel like moving to.
If we were having
coffee... I'd tell you about how, should it come to moving, I'll likely go back
to the city my University is in, even though I hate it there. Even though I maybe have one friend left in
the whole damn city.
If we were having
coffee... I'd tell you about how I am a pro at pushing people away from
me. I don't make friends easily, and I'm
not the easiest person to get along with in real life.
If we were having
coffee... I'd tell you about how I feel about this blog. As much as I say I really blog for myself,
it's hard to have done this for 1.5 years now and feel like I'm not as successful as I should be. Some days I really question
why I bother with it.
If we were having
coffee... I'd tell you about how I'm writing this from a really bad place, but
writing it has relieved a little bit of the pressure. I've dealt with depression for a while, but
it has been really bad for about the last year.
Some days are better than others, but it's a struggle.
